"You can't always get what you want, but if you try, sometimes you just might find you get what you need"

"Mereka yang sedang jatuh cinta, biasanya sering berharap. Dan, mereka yang sering berharap, biasanya sering kecewa"

"Jatuh cinta sama kamu tuh kayak naik histeria. Dibawa naik pelan-pelan, lalu dijatuhin tiba-tiba"

Manusia Setengah Salmon-Raditya Dika

Hidup dan nasib, bisa tampak berantakan, misterius, fantastis, dan sporadis, namun setiap elemennya adalah subsistem keteraturan dari sebuah desain holistik yang sempurna. Menerima kehidupan berarti menerima kenyataan bahwa tak ada hal sekecil apa pun terjadi karena kebetulan. Ini fakta penciptaan yang tak terbantahkan.

Diinterpretasikan dari pemikiran agung

Harun Yahya

Aku ingin mendaki puncak tantangan, menerjang batu granit kesulitan, menggoda mara bahaya, dan memecahkan misteri dengan sains. Aku ingin menghirup berupa-rupa pengalaman lalu terjun bebas menyelami labirin lika-liku hidup yang ujungnya tidak dapat disangka. Aku mendamba kehidupan dengan kemungkinan-kemungkinan yang bereaksi satu sama lain seperti benturan melekul-molekul uranium: meletup tak terduga-duga, menyerap mengikat, mengganda, berkembang, terurai dan berpencar ke arah yang mengejutkan. Ku ingin ke tempat-tempat yang jauh, menjumpai beragam bahasa dan orang orang asing. Aku ingin berkelana, menemukan arahku dengan membaca bintang gemintang. Aku ingin mengarungi padang dan gurun gurun, ingin melepuh terbakar matahari, limbung dihantam angin, dan menciut dicengkram dingin. Aku ingin kehidupan yang menggetarkan, penuh dengan penaklukan. Aku ingin hidup! Ingin merasakan sari pati hidup!

edensor-Andrea Hirata

Salah apaa... (¬,¬") (˘̩̩̩^ƪ)

uuWAAAAAAAWWWWW..... kakiku bengkak gr2 kelindes ban APV :'''''''''''''''''''''''( masalahnya tuh nanti mau foto buku tahunan dan bootsnya gakmuat lagi aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sedih bgt yakalik masa gue foto gak keliatak kakinya padahal yg bikin keren itu bootsnya terus atau gue foto yg keliatan kaki kanan aja yaaa bisa sih kyk gini nih jadinya.... (˘̩̩̩^ƪ)

tapikan yaampun sedih bgt bete ishhhhhhhhhhh............. :''''''''''''

Jadi tuh gue mau beli MANUSIA SETENGAH SALMON nya bang Dika sm caca ke MM pas di kranji maceeeeettt bgt tumben2an biasanya kalo siang jgk gak begitu macet eh baru inget ternyata itu msh hari cuti bersama abs natal... terus tiba2 APV ngelindes kaki gua, gua langsung teriak2 SAKIT SAKIT SAKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTT..... terus caca gedor2 itu mobil trs motor belakang gua jgk nyuruh itu mobil mundur tp entah knp dia lemot bgt sehingga gue harus menahan berat mobil yh kira2 1ton itu gilak hebat bgt gak tuh kaki gua kyk limbad kan? yekan yegak? akhirnya mobil itu mundur, gue minggir... terus bapak2 yg baik entah siapa namanya itu nyuruh mobil itu minggir buat diminta pertanggung jawabannya tp ya emang dasar itu org gak mematuhi norma2 pancasila dan gak ngotak atau apalah ngerasa gak berdosa bgt dia yaAllah kok ada sih org kyk gitu minta maaf aja enggak hufff................ trs bapak2 baik hati itu beliin gua minyak but2 di toko trs dia mijit2in kaki gua bentar kata dia 'nanti buru2 dibawa ke kang urut nih de, kalo gak salah urat ya tulangnya geser' huhuuuuu.......... :'''''''''''' trs kita muter balik kerumah caca yaaaahhh gakjadi deh beli manusia setengah salmonnyaaaaaaa :''''''''''''' trs pas sampe rumah caca kata ayahnya caca 'knp itu' kelindes mobil om.. "panggil bang udin panggil bang udin udh nanti sembuh insyaallah' yaudahlah akhirnya bang udin itu kerumah baru dielus2 bentas sama dia tp entah knp sakit bgt trs dia bilang wah ini mah tulangnya geser sikit trs ada tg retak jgk sikit aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.......... yaudahlah jdnya kyk gambar yg pertama diatas itu kaki gueh :''''''''''''''''''''''''( (˘̩̩̩^ƪ)

bener jugak sih kata tabat maman dan nanda semua yg suka ledekin 'cinta ini' pasti ada aja kecelakaan yg bikin kaki terseok-seok yaAllah tobat deh tobaaaaaaaaattt astgf.... atau jgn2 yg didalam APV itu 'cinta ini' yg bales dendam sama gueh?!!! o.O (˘̩̩̩^ƪ) huffff tiap liat boots rasanya sedih pgn nangis huhu doain aja semuga foto ybnya nanti lancar atau tiba2 kaki gue kempes gitu sehingga bootsnya muat kembali (˘̩̩̩^ƪ) see yaaaaa :''''''''''''''( *brb nangis T^T (˘̩̩̩^ƪ)

new header :D

Yappp! I get a new header from Rara! uwoooww bigthanks yoiii! :DDD

Rainbow

I loooooveeee Rainbow so much :DDD

Rinbow cupcakes :3

Rainbow Flower... :') or Rainbow Rose :/

Expressing Opinion in a Letter

Think of a TV show that you do not like. Write a letter to express your opinion. Give reasons and sugsestions...

                                                                                                                   Bekasi, December 7 2011

Director of RCTI

Jl. Raya Perjuangan No. 1, Kebon Jeruk,
Jakarta 11530

Dear Sir/Madam

     My name is Nalar Mutiara Esa and I'm 16 years old. As a regular viewer of your Tv programs Iwould like to comment on your program music Dahsyat which is aired from 9 am  to 11 am everyday.

     In my opinion the music program is an awkward. First of all, The presenter of this program uses too much local slang and over walming. Secondly, the viewer in studio like villagers, their are not good looking. The worst of all the program has wrong air time, it should be aired everyday, maybe its better aired on weekend.

    The music program is definitely awkward and boring. You should make it more interesting and the presnter... They should use standard language and don't over walming again.

    Thank you very muvh for your attention and cooperation.

Sincerely,

mutiaraesa

Writing a Movie Review

Breaking Dawn is a Drama, Fantasy, and Romance film. It was directed by Bill Condon. This film was produced by Summit Entertaiment. The cast includes Robert Pattinson, Taylor Lautner, Kristen Stewart etc. The movie based on Stephenie Meyer The Twilight Saga Tetralogy. The Breaking Dawn part I is storry abbout Bella and Edward and the people they love, have to deal with a series of honeymoon and the birth of children... be the event of unexpected and surprising for Jackob.

Althougt action wise this isn't the most violent of the Twilight movies. The extended an unforgettably bloody birth sequence seem straight out of a horror movie. There's also lots of pain during this scane, including scapelcuts. The sound of breaking bones, and many screams. Bella drinks blood on several occasions like it's a milkshake. I still like the story, and will go to see the second part.

                                                                                                                 Nalar Mutiara Esa  

                                                                                                                    el4 303  

Yeah... it's homework from LIA. Write a movie review about your favorite movie! And... I get ' excelent :) ' from mrs Harummi :DDD

keep calm&dream on!

head master

kepala sekolah pindah! uwaaaaa pd heboh semua org2... SMA 10 Bekasi udh berkali kali ganti kepsek, gue tau itu dr gambar2 di lobby...

beliau kepsek yg pertama... saat sma 10 namanya msh sma 4 filial

kalo yg ini namanya udh berubah jd SMAN 10 BEKASI jd bkn filialnya 4 lg...

ini pak endang dia msh suka main ke 10...

yg ditengah itu bu Sumartini yg sebentar lg mau pindah ke SMAN 6 Bekasi dan nanti akan digantikan sm Pak Deden Guru kesenian SMAN 4 Bekasi...

sedih bangeeett kepsek mau pindah apalagi pas kepsek nangis... beliau bilang 'di dpn guru2 tuh ibu msh bisa nahan, msh bisa senyum ketawa-ketawa, tp liat kalian ibu gakbisa... kalian udh ibu anggap anak sendiri... ibu sayang sm kalian... ibu bangga sma kalian... *suarabergetarairmatamengalir*' dan ruang kepsek dipenuhi dengan aura kesedihan... :''''

saat beliau membuka kenang2an dr kita....

"ibu merinding ih..." air mata menggenang di pelupuk mata

we love you Ibu <3 :''')

17!

entah knp dulu gue takuuutt 17 tahun._. takut dewasa katanya wkwk-_-

entah knp raka itu jahat bgt entah jahat entah konyol entahlah...

Dan hri itu IPA 5 vs IPA 2... dan ternyataaa kita menaaangg menuju semifinnal yuuhuuu... :D trs gue ditarik sm anak2 ke lapangan ksc yg berlumpur itu alhasil kotooorr semuanya kyk babi main dilumpur-_____- kampung sekampung kampungnya anak kampung deh

trs ditraktir gune dibebek kaleyo... ditraktir sundae ice cream lg di Mcd... trs liat pengumuman di LIA dan ternyata lulus! thanks GOD kado ter-indah hari ini adalah science5 menang&naik level LIA :)) malem minggu tanggal 17Dess gue bingung sebingung bingungnya org bingung 17thn mau ngapain bikin KTP? ah udh jelas itumah mesti kudu harus-_- maksudnya makan makan... party... surprice party... atau ya apalah itu kalo traktir doang tuh gak enak yg gakdpt traktiran sementara teman2 gue semakin banyak takutnya ada kecemburuan sosial gitu bhaha kata dewi sm tabat udh bikin acara aja dirumah lo... yaudahlah yg penting udh diundang... kalo gak dtg ya gakmakan2. nah jadilah bikin acara makan2 dirumah dadakan bgt itu sumpeh

daaaannnnn hal ter-RANDOM 2011 adalah pas deri maju untuk gue ksh kue... semua gara2 ank2 iblis itu meta dan kawan! grr gak enak sm deri dan para fans2nya itu sumpeh tp geblekny knp deri mau aja disuruh maju-_- haha tp meta blg 'nah gitu dong baru namanya cowo' trs caca sm bella blg 'tp dia termaksud gentle loh mau disuruh maju kyk gitu' halah yaudahlah itinya gua gakenak sm derinya._.

tdnya tuh gakmau ada acara nyanyi2 happy birthdat tou you... tiup lilinnya... potong kuenyaa... tp kerna Le tri bawa kue yg besaaarr dan bagus dan enak dan mahal knp mahal? walupu bentunya standard merknya itu loh Holland Bakkery yaAllah Le Tri baik bgt deh ah pokoknya love yaaahh...

many GIFT! BIGTHANKS! :DDD

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From Bella upet & Tami ...

From Yulli... bhaha entah knp fotonya yg itu-_- itukan foto smp waktu perpisahan pake kebaya :v

Bold What Applies To You

I am a male. I am a girl I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I want a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my body. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have a piercing in a place other than my ears I have freckles. I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve run away from home. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I’m in school. I’ve lost a child. I have a job. I’ve fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do/did my homework. I’ve missed a week or more of school. I’ve stolen something from my job. I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve peed from laughing. I’ve snorted while laughing I’ve cried from laughing so hard. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve had my pants rip in public. I was born with a disease/impairment. I’ve broken a bone. I’ve gotten stiches/staples. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. I’ve had chicken pox. I’ve had measles. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Canada. I’ve been to Mexico. I’ve been to Niagra Falls. I’ve been to Japan. I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. I’ve been to Europe I’ve been to Africa. I’ve been to Hawaii. I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. I’ve been to a casino I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny dipping. I’ve played spin the bottle. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a play. I’ve met someone in person from Facebook. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve seen the Northern lights. I’ve sat on a roof top at night. I’ve played chicken. I’ve played a prank on someone I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show. I’ve eaten sushi. I’ve been snowboarding. I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m engaged. I’m married. I’ve gone on a blind date. I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship. I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex. I’ve had a crush on a teacher. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve snuck out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve run a red light. I’ve been suspended from school. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested. I’ve passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I’ve smoked. I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them. I’ve eaten mushrooms. I’ve inhaled Nitrous. I’ve done hard drugs. I have cough drops when I’m not sick. i have 3 pills at a time no problem. I have been diagnosed with depression. I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. I’ve taken an anti-depressant. I have been anorexic or bulimic I’ve spent an entire day without needing to go pee. I’ve slept in past 2 pm. I’ve hurt myself on purpose. I’ve woken up crying. I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone dying. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I’ve planned my own suicide. I’ve attempted suicide. I’ve written a eulogy for myself. I own over 5 rap CDs. I own an IPod or an MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own something from Hot Topic. I own something from Pac Sun. I collect comic books. Feel free to copy this and rebold them as what applies to you :)